It had crossed my mind that maybe I was rebelling as some last attempt at what I had missed out on in high school, but I don’t think I was made to rebel whether Jeremy had cancer or not.
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We stay on for longer than we planned, hold back the future, and all the while that baby grows. But it can find no foothold.